yet another day has gone past...yet i hv alot of things to worry abt..tink it'll stay in my mind for a long long time..i feel dat my dreams will nvr hppen at all..im still confused and wondering abt my future.I rily duno wad to do in my life..i feel damn freakin' pek chik now..everything seems not rite to me now..it's so..irritating in a way..i mean..seriously..until now there's nothing i do dat rily make me say..hey! see dat's me..dat's wad i did..or rily happy of my accomplishments..I rily need SOS from Him la..if not i rily go crazy soon le..to me..wad im going thru rite now..it's like going thru a heavy storm..wad eva i said or prayed..it'll be silenced by thunder..even there were times i was sure dat He was there for me...maybe I guess i couldnt undertand His will and purpose at all..and i hv to follow blindly wad He plans lo..

sigh..so tired..